March 13th, 2006

sobering

Well I’ve finally been found out. The people know that I’m in town and I’ve already had two phone calls and three emails today. Word spreads like the bloody plague around here, sheesh.

I’ve started looking for airfare to go home, so I’m still trying to slip out without having to see anyone. Sounds terrible, I know, but it’s really not. I’ll see everybody next time I’m in town.

One of the people who emailed me told me they had run into someone I used to know. Someone who knew about a little dream business I had, someone who I had talked about doing it with and someone who is now doing it… without me. And it was my dream.

That shouldn’t bother me, I suppose. I can still do it, but that’s not really the point now, is it?

I don’t know if I’m more upset because they’re doing it or because they’re doing it without me.

We launched another site today… oh the stress. I’m now coming down off a two-pots-of-coffee, up-at-7AM high… and I am crashing, lol.

Did you know that if you stop all caffeine/stimulants all together for two months, when you start back again, you’ve lost all your tolerance? I used to be able to down a pot of coffee and sleep like a baby. Now I’m jittery and will undoubtedly be wired for the rest of the night.

Perhaps I’ll see if I can go stalk that person on MySpace tonight (if they’re on there) and leave snippy comments about STEALING SOMEONE ELSE’S DREAM.

Ahem…::clears throat::

Not that I’m at all perturbed by that or anything.